bosannyaaaaaaaa....

apa lagiiii...main game sambil makan oreo lewwww

my new pics

diriku dan diskriminasi

hmmm...okay so i'm deeply depressed now. and sadly to say this but i do feel that i hate myself now. okay let me tell you why. i'm involved in this Komponen Rakyat Bersepadu for the Independence Day this 30th. and been training for the last 2 months. i was previously placed right in front of the Agong, well.... i didnt ask for it. but once they have decided on which teams should be the core groups for the KRB, it turned out to be the teams from MBPJ, Dua Space, Temple of Fine Arts, Kebudayaan Selangor, Swatari, and Kebudayaan Pahang. and i ended up being at the front, just right infront of where the Agong and PM will be standing. however...after 2 months of hard training and bukan nak puji diri, tapi i memang rasanya cepat tangkap step2 KRB tu, just a day before the performance (during the full rehearsal) i was told to move to the last line... so i'll be at the back... belakang sekali. and it was only a day before the show. reason they gave me? not because i'm not good. or i cant follow the steps or whatsoeva that i can accept but just because i'm fat, and well... not so beautiful as compared to other girls...they want small, petite, good looking girls right in front of the VVIP. so they replace me with this 16-year-old who is obviously small and petite. i was so depressed, felt like i wanted to cry but i didnt. i wanted to and tahan nak menangis untul petang right after the rehearsal. such a discrimination. i was totally felt humiliated and not appreciated. kalau ikut hati memang nak blah time tu jugak....tapi pikir yg i kena habiskan jugak keje dan tinggal sehari je lagi...dan jugak takkan nak bagi diorang ambik payment i macam tu je, i tahan je la malu. so i had to learn new steps within one day. i ended up doing so many mistakes but i just dont care anymore. mampuslah. if it wasnt because of one day left, i would probably walk out from the team. you see....they dont bother if you dont get the steps or you make mistaked as long as you are pretty, and thin, you'll be forgiven and placed right in front of the VVIP. i know i didnt do any nmistakes during the rehearsal, the day before. semangat kemerdekaan yg berkobar2 telah terpadam sebab bende2 macam neih. next year, i dont think i'll be there to perform. perhaps just to enjoy the celebration.....

masa kat studio talkshow Ogy dan Salleh

masa kat studio rakaman talkshow Ogy dan Salleh. Cik abg saya jadi tetamu undangan rancangan tersebut, so saya amik ler kesempatan bergambar dgn Salleh Yaacob, Ogy dan Sara Loo. hehehe

my birthday celebration and my visit to jom heboh last saturday

cute jugak si heliza ni ek

my new kitty - Niky

cute eh???

bersama calon angkasawan negara

bersama calon angkasawan....jgn marahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

ok...let's get this straight. i teach in a secondary school. and so somehow, coz our PNT's president is Ustaz Ridhuan Tee and as you know he's kinda famous, its pretty easy for him to get contacts to actually invite these astronauts to our school. we had press conference and i of course managed to get a few of their photos....and it seems that my students pun tetiba jek jadi gatal tengok diorg nieh...isk isk iskkkkkkkkkkkkkk (evil grin)

windulah kat akrammmmmmmmm

mmmuahhhhhhh

linda jasmine performing arts studio

heheh....yesterday was my first dance fusion class at linda jasmine studio. and the day before i went for belly dancing class. turns out the belly dancing class was farrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr easier and relaxing than dance fusion....adoiiiiiiiiiii sakit pinggang aku. will also post the photos later.....heheheheh


hmmmmmmmm....its 7/7/07 today....cool!!! happy birthday to those who celebrates her/his birthday. mine?????? exactly another one month. 8/8/07...can't wait for next year...8/8/08

yeeeeeeeeeeehhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

jeans and you

hey, i find this very interesting....its for girls out there who loves jeans!!

Jeans has always been the favourite in the fashion world. Jeans is available in different styles, cut and has become an all purpose wear. However to flaunt your figure you need to wear the pair that fits you best. You need to pick the pair of jeans that fit you perfectly and make you look amazing. Well it is not that difficult………all you have to do is try on several pair to find just the right style and fit. Also follow these guidelines.

Tall/slim figure:

Perfect jeans: Look for styles that are plain and simple with straight legs. If you want to draw attention to your long legs then go for a style with a flared leg or design along the outside length of the jean. Avoid: Jeans with a tapered leg. This will only accentuate the size of your feet (and taller girls often have big feet) and make your legs look strange.

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Long Torso:

Prefect jeans: In your body type it is very difficult to choose the perfect jeans. Ideally you should go for a pair of jeans with a defined waist that will make your bottom half look longer and leaner. Also wear a belt since it will define your body shape perfectly. Avoid: Jeans with a long, bulky or tight crotch.

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Pear-Shaped:

Perfect jeans: Go for styles with a flared leg, boot cut or pattern around the ankle area.Avoid: Jeans that are tight around the thigh area and tapered or baggy styles.

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Wide Hips:

Perfect jeans: Choose a jean with a low-rise waist and a slight flare at the leg to help to balance your silhouette. Go for jeans with a bit of stretch and make sure they have large back pockets.Avoid: Styles with really big or really small back pockets and detailing across the back.
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Petite:

Perfect jeans: Go for a pair with straight legs, worn on the long side, to help give you a taller silhouette. To make your legs look longer wear heels with a boot leg style, and make sure you go for dark-coloured jeans.Avoid: If you’re after a pair of jeans that will make your legs look longer, avoid styles with cuffs and Capri pants.
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Short-waisted:

Perfect jeans: Go in for hipsters or super-hipsters. Low-slung, hipster styles will give you the illusion of having a longer torso. Avoid: Jeans with a zip more than 3 inches long and jeans with fringe or embellishment along the waistband. _______________________________________________________

Plus-size:

Perfect jeans: Go for dark-coloured jeans with a straight leg, boot cut or flare. Avoid: Light-coloured jeans and styles that feature patterning down the legs. Also avoid jeans with pleats and elastic waists, as well as baggy styles.

i am so happy

i've got a new cattttttttttttttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! her name is kiki. she's a bit younger than mylo but i think she's pregnant-lah....looking at her bloated tummy. great!! i'll post her photo next time

my playlist for this month

kenali suara latar utk Oshin,Shin Chan,Doraemon,Ultraman 1/3

kelas tarian

adoiiiiii penatnya lahhhhhh baru balik dr kelas tarian

some thoughts :~(

secebis hati

cinta ini kadangkala menyakitkan. betulkah? cinta ini kadangkala menyenangkan. betulkah? apa itu cinta bagi setiap insan? kasih sayang yg bagaimanakah sehinggakan diberi gelaran cinta itu. kadangkala cinta menyakitkan. aku setuju. terasakan seolah-olah ingin lari sahaja dr cinta. betulkah hati ini tidak mempedayakan kita? betulkah ianya tidak bermuka-muka sepertimana manusia? berapakah nilai cinta? di zaman ini nilainya mungkin sama seperti sepinggan mee goreng sahaja kerana mudahnya manusia membeli cinta. tapi mungkin juga ianya setinggi matahari yang indahnya menyinari bumi namun tidak sekali-kali dapat dimiliki. aku terkeliru. apakah mudah cinta itu atau hati itu yg berubah?


insan yang kerdil menghadapMu
Ya Tuhan

daddy the best

Poem for Dads

Right around the time I turned three,
his deep voice entered my memory.

I needed to hear I was good enough,
that my awkward years would make
a diamond from the rough.

I always was the apple of his eye
that beheld my every mistake
and turned it into pride.

He gave me gifts of wisdom
way beyond my years,
he showed me there could be love
even through the tears.

A devoted champion
he comes in many forms:
mechanic, carpenter, handyman,
a witness when I was born.

Sports fanatic, tutor, a great big hugger,
artist, war hero, news anchor, scholar,
medicine man, dream weaver, and music lover.

Some are by blood, some linked by hearts,
it matters not how fathers get the part.

If Heaven’s gates await
then that’s where I’ll be,
once again coming home to
where my dad waits for me.



uwaaaaaa!!! byk buat dosa ngan abah nieh (mulalah aku emotional nieh)

resepi baru untuk bakal isteri

Resepi kita hari nie ialah AYAM GORENG BEREMPAH TAK KUNJUNG TIBA

Bahan-bahan nya ialah:

-sudah tentu ayam-minyak masak,kalau boleh cap jalen(ada ker?)

-kicap jalen(hah yg nie mmg ada)

-sos jalen

-rempah ratus yg malas nak sebut sbb beratus-ratus

-lagi korang tanya lah kat mak anda..

Ok cara-caranya plak;

Pastikan ayam yg digunakan sudah disembelih dan kalau boleh ayam kampung yg dahpun akil baligh. Untuk sembelih anda boleh panggil tok imam masjid kampung anda. Kalau tok imam sibuk ajk masjid pun boleh juga dan bukannya Ah Chong yg buka kedai repair basikal belakang rumah anda. Tuang minyak masak ke dalam kuali. Tunggu sehingga minyak betul2 panas. Anda boleh lah melakukan aktiviti lain sementara menunggu minyak panas. Ambil masa ini untuk melakukan senaman ringan. Selepas melakukan senaman ringan, cuba berlari-lari anak disekeliling rumah. Bila sudah bosan cuba pula berjoging sepanjang taman di rumah anda. Pastikan anda melakukan senaman ringan yg betul untuk mengelakkan org di taman usung anda balik rumah sebab kaki anda krem. Cara untuk memastikan minyak sudah cukup panas, caranya mudah saja. Ambil jari anda,kalau malu anda boleh minta bantuan adik anda. Letakkan jari anda di tepi kuali dan bila secara spontan anda menjerit…adoi!! ,maka minyak sudah betul-betul panas. Pecah sebiji telur ayam dan masukkan ke dalam kuali tadi. Anda tidak perlu menggunakan hammer ataupun apit-g untuk memecahkan telur tersebut,memadailah dengan menggunakan sudu ataupun pecahkan di tepi kuali dalam skala 90 darjah. Bila telur tersebut sudah panas angkat telur tersebut dan letakkan di pinggan. Hiaskannya dengan menabur bawang goreng ataupun timun untuk menambahkan lagi kesedapan makanan. Jangan tabur macam nak tepung tawar mempelai bersanding pulak. Macam orang kahwin nanti jadinya.Ayam tadi ambil dan masukkan ke dalam peti sejuk. Anda boleh gunakan pada hari yang lain.Inilah yang dikatakan family planning. Panggil sanak saudara ataupun rakan taulan ke rumah anda untuk merasai hasil masakan anda. Menu ini sesuai untuk hidangan 2 orang dan boleh ditambah dengan masak lagi beberapa telur ayam. Akhir kata selamat mencuba dan pasti anda tak akan boleh lupakan masakan ini sampai bil-bila. Tapi saya tak janji tau..kekekeke MENU INI DI TAJA OLEH MINYAK MASAK CAP ROKIAH DAN SUAMINYA.“SUNGGUH MURNI MACAM CIKGU SRI MURNI”

**ngang gak org yg reka nieh